Would I choose myself?

The way you choose you.

I love you.

You love me.

You are leaving because you choose yourself.

You know where you need to be. What you need to do.

Would I choose myself?

Do I love me that much?

I fear I don’t. I fear it more than I fear loosing you?

Would I choose my heart when it  mean separation from my love, from our pleasure, from the comfort?

From what I think I know?

Would I choose to take on the fear if I knew it was the right path?

Would I choose to be uncomfortable if it meant growing into the greatest me I could be?

Would I choose to suffer to create my own destiny!

The pull of my know life wraps around me. too tightly sometimes.

It is trying to keep you safe… from what though.

I know what to expect from this job, this relationship, this activity and this conversation.

But is that my true heart?

Is that what I truly desire?

It that what I’m here to create?

I can not stay still here.

I am scared of the change!

But I am MORE scared of remaining the same!